Clinic tomorrow in hopes to get admitted for her 12th treatment, (5 days this cycle). Praying her platelets are where they need to be at 75. Very emotional day for me today! Trying to process so much and understand the reason for certain things that happen. They say everything happens for a reason but sometimes there is no reason that could possibly make sense. Tell someone, everyone that you love that you love them. Don't wait until tomorrow!! Please say an extra prayer tonight before you go to sleep that her counts are recovered and she will be ready for chemo. Thank you and love all of you! Faith, Hope, and Encouragement!