Dariana just went in for her planning scan for her final radiation. Thought I would be fine but the anxiety is taking over. Seeing her laying on the table just breaks my heart. It bring everything back from the first day, all the questions, the why's and I just pray this will be it for her. She has gone through of her treatment like a trooper, no complaints, just wanting to get back to being a teenager. So I will just sit here and pray and hope for the best. Love her with a my heart. Ugh to think how I am going to be when it is time for her final scans.... Faith, Hope, and Encouragement!!!